I was looking forward for the abundace of gift from Allah through this Ramadhan. But it's so true that life is full af surprises, Allah showers me with gift of patience. I was thinking of a full fasting month but I am now lying on the hospital bed instead.
Yep, the doctor said i have hydrosalpinx, which is a swollen fallopian tube maybe caused by the previous major operations and my endometriosis.
I actually hate myself for being sick. Always wanna be there for everybody, especially for my darling hubby and the two most precious.
For now, i am just proud to see how wonderful they have been to me. Hadif and Nuha are patiently waiting for me without complaining. They understand that their Ummi is sick.
I love you guys with all my heart.
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